I Have Autographed 8 x 10’s For Sale

Please leave a comment here if you are interested in purchasing any of the images featured, and I will contact you to set up and complete the order. Thanks so much for looking!

Miami 2011 MIAMI YELLOW – Taken by Barry Brooks in November 2011. $10 includes autograph and shipping.

Chaz 2010 8 x 10 BLACK IMPLIED – Taken by Chaz Photo in February 2010. $10 includes autograph and shipping.

Stacey Naito Japanese Warrior KIMONO WARRIORESS – Taken by Second Focus Photography in March 2013. $15 includes autograph and shipping.

Final White Bikini - July 2013 WHITE TROPICS – Taken by LHGFX in July 2013. $15 includes autograph and shipping.

Casian 2010 SILVER FITNESS – Taken by Casian Photography in March 2010. $10 includes autograph and shipping.

August 2013 SILVER DRESS – Taken by Chaz Photo in August 2013. $15 includes autograph and shipping.

Not Camera Shy!

Me at 17 and at 47

Me at 17 and at 47

From as far back as I can remember both my parents had a tendency to CONSTANTLY put me in front of the camera lens. This included instant cameras, portrait sittings, catalog shoots, and commercials. I even had a product signing at the age of 13 in New York City! Consequently, I became very accustomed to being in front of the camera, so much so that by the time I reached my teen years, I desperately wanted to do high fashion modeling. This played perfectly into my then waifish frame and my love of fashion. Alas, my 5’5″ frame was too short for high fashion. I was still able to do some print modeling which I enjoyed immensely.

My mid-20’s were punctuated with a foray into pageants after I won the queen title at a Japanese-American festival in my area. I then went through three months of pageant prep for a larger competition. It was quite an experience to perform for three hours in front of 1,000 people, dancing, sporting a kimono and an evening gown, and giving a speech. It was terrifying, mostly because I was performing for an audience and not for a camera lens. Then we had visitations for an entire week, and wherever we went, we would be attacked by literally 15 to 20 photographers trying to take our pictures. It was a complete immersion in my Japanese culture and an intense exposure to celebrity status. Little did I know then that in another two decades, being in front of a camera would once again become a VERY regular thing.

There were only two occasions in my life when I shied away from the camera. One was when I was 19 years old and battling anorexia. At one point, I got down to 85 pounds. I was ashamed, sick, miserable. I avoided the camera until my weight crept back up to triple digits. Another period during which I avoided the camera was when I went through my medical training. I was on lockdown for seven years, and because I was also married during that time, I had no real interest in pursuing any type of modeling or acting endeavors.

The tide once again shifted dramatically when I began competing in 2009. I have become very accustomed once again to being in front of the camera on a regular basis, especially in the era of camera phones and the ever so popular “selfie”. I have photo shoots throughout the year and truly look forward to creating new looks and moods with different photographers. It is a creative process, a wild ride, and a chance to play dress up and not take myself so seriously. I have come a long way from that terrified young lady who graced the stage in her 20’s, and feel comfortable strutting onstage in a bikini. I am not threatened by the lineup of photographers at the front of the stage. That would never have been the case for me two decades ago, because I found the stage a bit daunting.

I sometimes take my ease with being in front of the camera for granted, and am reminded of this when I see people who are camera shy. I understand that it can be pretty rattling to bare one’s moods and soul to a camera lens, but I also know that you can let that camera lens represent anything you want it to be. If you are secure in who you are, your essence will come through in a photo capture. If you have an interest in modeling but are grappling with camera shyness, it might be a good idea to just dive in and have fun with it!

Modeling Is Hard Work

Ah yes, the life of a model. Many people believe that modeling is glamorous and easy, and that all a model needs to do is to look pretty and stand there while a photographer keeps clicking the camera shutter. Well, I am here to tell you that modeling is hard work. Before you start snickering, consider this: you often have to work in climate extremes, so imagine modeling swimsuits in 40 degree Fahrenheit weather, or parkas in 100 degree Fahrenheit weather. Though you may be freezing or unbearably hot, you must look like you are having a great time during the shoot. You have to be ON when you are in front of that camera.

I actually remember a photographer bitching at me in 2010 about having goosebumps in several shots on the beach. Despite my smiling face and proper posing, those little bumps gave away the fact that I was freezing my butt off. It infuriated me that a photographer could be that insensitive and complain about a physiological process I had no control over. This was also after 16 wardrobe changes and 7 hours straight of shooting.

Models are often expected to work in hazardous environments, perched on a rock, standing on the edge of a cliff, lying in the middle of a road, etc. I have actually done all of these things and was fortunate enough to work with photographers who were concerned for my safety and comfort during those shoots. Sometimes the weather refuses to cooperate, usually by throwing gusts of wind into the mix to make hair and wardrobe rebel to the point of frustration for both the photographer and model. If a photographer’s assistant or makeup artist is not on hand to assist with the shoot, the model must be aware of small details such as tags hanging from clothing, strands of hair falling the wrong way, etc

Good models know how to evoke different moods through their facial expressions and body language, and are also able to read the photographer’s cues so that the shoot goes smoothly. There is a joke in the fitness industry about men giving the “blue steel” look in EVERY SINGLE IMAGE. Guys, that look gets very old very quickly. For the ladies, doing the “Ohhhhh” expression with the mouth may look sexy, but when it is done incessantly, it begins to lose its appeal as well. The most interesting models know how to deliver a myriad of different smiles, sexy looks, scowls or whatever expression the shoot calls for.

Models also may be asked to work for many hours with no breaks at all. We are often asked to hold poses for extended periods of time so that the photographer can adjust the camera angle, exposure, or lighting. I can’t tell you how many times I have gotten cramps from holding one pose for several minutes. The pose which I am pictured in here was one I held for ten minutes straight. Pretzel Pose

Don’t get me wrong. I absolutely adore modeling and I have a very positive attitude whenever I shoot. I just wanted to dispel any misconceptions about modeling and make it clear that it truly is work.

No, You Can’t Borrow My Shoes!

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I have two of these cabinets, filled with boxes of shoes.  I have photos of each pair of shoes affixed to the sides of each box for easy identification.  At last count I had 70-something pairs of shoes which to some women isn’t a lot.  Believe it or not I actually do wear almost every pair of shoes I own!  Most women cannot borrow my shoes because I usually wear a 6-1/2 US which is a pretty small shoe size.  I swear I am not a shoe addict!